TeaRs & FeArS

I think throughout my life, one thing is constant.

Unhappiness, misery and imprisonment.

I can't be happy for long.

Now I am still unable to let go. I am still hanging on to "why", unable to accept my outcome. 

I am still sad, very sad, and desperate for help. My chest feels heavy, suffocated and I can't breathe.

I hope to die when my parents do.