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29 June 2008
What's becoming of me?
First, it was the fluttering feeling.
Then for some reason, as if I have called out to him, he approaches me for a job issue.
Then there is someone else that I keep seeing here and there around the office as well.
And for goodness sake, they are probably all younger than me.
So when the one approaches me and I have directed him to my boss (as I can't make decisions on his issue concerned), and I felt that I have offended him, I sulked whole day. I went to my subordinates resting in the pantry and said "I have offended someone, and wo xi huan ta hen jiu le!"
Now the initial reaction from them was laughter, and shock. The next reaction is probably "gosh who is she to like a handsome young thing like him?" And yeah, they both think he is very very attractive.
I have to really absorb the fact I am no longer as attractive as I once was. and I was NEVER attractive enough for THAT kind of guy for the whole of my existence. Just my ex. hahahah
I feel like I am going mad and turning desperate!
One way good to remind myself is to remember how I view a senior friend, who was 30 of age and I thought it would be difficult for her to get married.
I remember the aged skin and the wrinkles around her eyes. That should help.
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