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16 May 2008
My temper
I realised my temper is such that:
As long as something is not negotiable at work, and it gets me everytime, I think of leaving.
For example, boss asks me to do something, Task X.
I was resistant, boss did not understand why.
Then I talked about my frustration with my colleagues. My colleagues suggested ways to let her know, how to phrase things better, as I have no idea how to talk properly when my temper is bad.
I calmed down and spoked to boss, explained properly why I am reluctant to do as she says.
Boss nodded in understanding.
But time comes when she can justify her stand as to why Task X needs to be done, irregardless of how difficult things are, ignoring MY reasons of why we cannot do it.
We are humans not robots.
Then my temper is such, things cannot get through and I am forced to do things in a way I do not like to, then I contemplate resignation cause I cannot work with my boss. I don't see how I can ever respect her cause she does not seem to have ever handled operations. Probably one of those with degrees that hit the top spot at one leap.
As such how is it that I can ever stay in any job more than 2 years?!?!?!
I can't.
I need to tame my temper but I can't see anyway to go about Task X.
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