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11 November 2007
Fed Up
Its the same, things I complain about. all the same.
My love-hate struggle with my parents, my brother, my self-perception of life.
My wanting to move out, but not having the financial capability to.
My wanting to lead a life the way I want to but having decisions and life made out for me.
My feeling all trapped and helpless, strong anxiety of the future, and search for internal peace.
My wish for ending my life, and fear of the same.
My surrendering to the way my life is, and the karma that I have.
My acceptance / unacceptance of myself.
I have amazing friends, listening to me all over and over and over again for the same issues and grumbles.
Else, its hard to stay sane.
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